Sense of Belongings

I just don't feel the sense of belonging in Kampar...Today I'm back to Kampar, yes they do ask me out, but it seems like I'm just nobody to them...they had all their fun when I'm not with them...they didn't facebook me, Dan went back home town just for 5 days they facebook her and say miss her...what about me? I went back for 1 week....nothing...not a single message.

In Singapore...I really felt I'm like family with Sung they all....With them, I find peace, I felt comfortable with them...with Kampar's friend..I will only feel left-out.
I hate this feelings...Since small I got no true friend..They with me just because they want something from me, During standard 6, I really thought I have classmate and friends that understands me...but ended up getting back-stabbed and hurt only...I'm a person that easy forget things...but going through this, it reminds me of my childhood...how stupid am I, how am I being betrayed..how am I being bullied..I really sick of all these d, I really hate Kampar...I wish I could just leave here now...