Selfish fella

I'm back to my blog.

Been wanting to express my feeling, but i could not find anywhere to do so. I don't usually express my feelings to people. I mean, I don't use to it, I don't know how, and I don't want people worry about me. Well.. we fought that day, its been 4 days since we last talked.

This time round, it makes me think that 'are you the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with?' Can i entrust myself to a man like you? I know nobody's perfect, what I want from you is just a little bit more attention, more care, can't you be less self-centered?

It really broke my heart that day.. I'm just few houses away from your house and you can't even wait for me, and you just left. So you're telling me your gym is more important that me? 5 mins also you can't wait. Brilliant. I always called you whenever I'm out for lunch, and asked whether do you have food, you didn't think about me eh? While you're eating, you don't read my whatsapp, its ok, I can wait, after you finish, you read, and you said you finished your food, can't you just stop by and tapao for me? If you have any reason you can't tapao for me, atleast tell me, don't just give me a sentence because I'm done with my lunch, that makes me thinks that you are selfish. Maybe you are.Who am I to you? really. Who am I to you?

I'm so disappointed with you. 1 day, 2 days, 3 days, I've been waiting for your message. I even dreamt that you message me. Guess you won't want to be the one to start talking. Sometimes, I wonder, if this relationship didn't start in the first place, will I be happier? Maybe?

我的心真的受伤了.