Day 23 without Chong Kah Weng

Today I took a step to tell people I no longer work for your dad. Jimmy asked why, is good money. I told him we broke up. He was shocked, I told him the story. He said he will talk to you. Well, I hope you will listen to Jimmy's advice. I will keep you in prayer.

Maybe I should start sending application to other company, not only hoping the wedding project will hire me. As much as I want to work there, I still need to think of backup solutions. I still can't help but stalking you, I wonder if you do the same?

Went to gym today, did 150 sit up with a 5.45kg core ball. I really hope I could lose some fats in short time, so I can build back my market. I'm gonna buy more clothes so I could dressed up more often. To increase my market, just in case I couldn't win your heart back, atleast I still got market.

Lately I don't know why, I can't sleep well. Maybe I missed you. I don't know. I will wake up at midnight then find myself hard to fall asleep.

I'm planning to go Melbourne. I really need to leave everything behind and go enjoy myself. If only I could teleport, den I can go anywhere I want. Sigh.. Keep dreaming.