Day 25 without Chong Kah Weng

Been having nightmares lately, and woke up middle of the night and hard to fall asleep. I want to sleep peacefully but I couldn't, that so unusual for me. I am the type can sleep anywhere and anytime even with loud noise. But now it seems hard for me.

Today I spend my day by searching job online, all those job posted is not the one I'm interested. I hate designing. Definitely I'm not going to be graphic designer. Still praying that I will get responses from the wedding project kl. I pray that I will be hire.

Man. I must get a job, if not my finance gonna be so tight. If I couldn't get a job, maybe I should go back Singapore be cabin crew? I don't know. God please bless me with a job I like. I know You have a plan for me. Help me to be a better person and use me to bless people's life as well. I commit my life unto Your hand, in Jesus most precious name I pray. Amen :)