Day 27 without Chong Kah Weng

Today I'm feeling a bit down, for no reason. Can't get you off my mind, thought I could guess your password. But I failed. Time to give up? I felt like a useless piece of junk. I'm jobless, got no life purpose. Nothing that I really want to do.

The only thing I wanna do is to win you back. No matter how much it costs, I just wanna win your heart back. Can I?

I'm still waiting for the job I applied to reply me. Another 2 weeks, if pass the time frame, I will go back SG and fly. There is nothing that 1 really want to do. To be honest, I enjoyed flying. I missed those time. Yes it may be tiring but after reaching the destination, I'm enjoying the new place. I quit because of you, I miss you I want to be with you so I quit. Apart from the pay and schedule, the main reason is you.

Do you miss me? I wonder. I will continue to work on myself, turn myself into the girl you once attracted. That time please don't reject me, let us start over again shall we?