Day 13 without Chong Kah Weng

I don't know if you ever see this... I wish I could let you know how hurtful am I. My heart is so so pain.
How can this happen to me? I still couldn't believe it. 2 weeks ago you said love me, and now we are like strangers. How can you change so fast?

How can you left me behind and go out with her? How can you don't care about me anymore? How could you? Why do I have to suffered this? Why is it me? Why it has to be me? How could you throw our 10 year away for that 5 months? How could you?

Why can't we solve this together? Why do you have to end it with me not her? What have I done wrong? Why can't you be honest to me? You promised me you will build your future with me... How could you break your promise... Why did you cheat on me? Why can't you give me chance?

I'm so so so pain... feel like dying.. I want to go back in time... If I never go Singapore, all these will not happened. Can't we start over again?

This song now describe my feelings..

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the time we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you

I've tied to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.