Day 32 without Chong Kah Weng

Today I went to The wedding project kl for interview. They say they will prefer me to work as part time for a month, see if I'm fit for this job and also give me chance to explore see if I really like it. They will contact me if I'm hired. But the pay for part time is very low, couldn't cover my monthly basic expenses. I have too many commitments. I need a job pays me atleast 2k.

Sigh, life is tough. Passion can't give you money. Tomorrow job is assistant photographer, hopefully they offer better pay. I don't like the location, it's at puchong. Will see how it goes.

I saw you updated your whatsapp status, I don't know why, but I have a strong feeling that you're talking to me. You wished time could stop. Why? Is it because you want time to stop at the happiest moment of your life? I don't know, feels like you're missing me. I hope so. 15 more days, wait for me will ya?

That time I will show you a different Lim Xiao Fern. A girl that you once fell, stand in front of you, different, and you will fall for me again. I know, because we are destined for each other <3
I love you Kah Weng, this will never change. And I want the best of you as well, turn back and look at me? I am always here for you. No matter what happens. I'm always here waiting for you.

Pray that God give you peaceful heart and mind, hope everything goes well for you. I believe God will change your heart and you will turn back to Him. In Jesus most precious name I pray, Amen.