Day 76 without Chong Kah Weng

Today I went to my new job's wedding event. My first wedding event, was help at Sunway EGG, theme rustic vintage. The style is western style. I helped out in setting out the candy bar, love corner and also reception. After finish setting up, the outcome is very pretty, I love it so much, I enjoyed this job, even though I have to work over time and also work over the weekends, but setting up the theme corner is just simply so beautiful.

As the wedding started, the bride and groom walked down from the stairs, my heart skipped a beat, I pictured that was me and you, holding hands walking down the aisle, imagine this is our wedding. I really hoped it was. The singers sung a few of your songs, it makes my heart goes a lil emotional, you used to sigh those songs to me. I still remember the way you looked at me and singing it to me, then I will just laugh at you or listen to you.

My heart was bitter at that moment, I wonder how are you, I miss you baby, if I can call you that.... baby, I really miss you so much.. the songs that touches me was All of Me and Nothing gonna change my love. You used to sing it to me.. I really wished we were still together, then I could tell you how much I love you..

Sigh, hopefully I can see you in my dream.. I'm gonna continue trust God to make you a better person in order for you be back.. I really believe God will change your life, your beliefs. When we both becomes a better person, the shall meet again... I trust God for his plans and timing. I know He is preparing us for a greater journey. So I will have faith in Him, He will surely restore our broken heart and also our relationship, I know and I will always believe in that. In Jesus name I pray, AMEN.